Struggles are real and to overcome those it needs time. At the age of 30+, I need to figure out things and bring them to a proper line to understand what I need to do or prioritise.
I have decreased my usage of Quora for the past 4–5 months simply ( and I will be blunt) there is no appreciation or genuine liking of answers within the people who read. And I feel due to Quora’s logarithm, answers don't reach or is brought to attention therefore the answers get stagnated and somehow I feel discouraged to write. Trust me writing on Quora takes time and patience. And somehow I think my life is not that exciting or anything worthwhile happens that I can pen down. Nobody would like to read about my mundane day-to-day activities. No one does! And there are no experiences to share at all. I have become very boring and too an extent lazy that I don't push myself to do anything nor I feel tempted to write on Quora. My life is as same as the unending and stagnated traffic in OMR, Chennai.
Firstly, to address the elephant in the room, I have gained a good amount of weight and it is not a good sign if you ask me. Why? Because people suffering from PCOS or any hormonal issue shouldn't be gaining weight. And no matter, how much time I spend on doing yoga or going for a 30–45 minute walk, is not solving the issue. I was going through my earlier Quora answer about my weight loss or how I try to stay fit, it seems like a distant affair which I am not able to grasp or implement in my life. Like I have changed a lot in these few years.
Hello,hope y'all doin good, i came to Quora to share my strange story , a very weird one , a story when luck smiled at me ,maybe u will enjoy it , let's begin,have fun...
A year ago ,I was a real porn addicted(btw I was 18) ,but never had sex before, I don't have a gf I didn't try to find one even ,always thinking to go to find a sex worker but then I just don't , everyday watching different bodies getting fucked and everyday enjoying.
One day, I was watching porn, a big ass lady with big boobs ,just after seeing her the image of my female cousin poped in my mind, (let's introduce her : she's 35 years old , very big ass , nice boobs ,not very big but nice,always wearing tight clothes , she's divorced ) and I thought of me fucking her ,I never had sexual desires for her but now I do days went by and when I met her I was so horny ,I couldn't stay with the family cz my penis was clearly erected , I realized this is my first time I get horny for one of my family ,it not illegal in my country.well to make a long story short( if u want details just text me I will tell u 😊),I decided to give her signs that I want to fuck her,finally I decided to have sex and with my cousin , I thought it is the best beggining for me, i started touching her when I came across her in a narrow place , make her feel my hard cock when we hug , I thought it will hard and I will be ashamed but no , I felt nothing and she said nothing , probably she thought it was by mistake,anyways, I decided then to talk with her about sex, waited for her to be alone in a room and talk with her, I confessed everything about me watching porn and addicted..etc,she said it's normal and u are growing up and u must have sex,well at that time I was like whaaat????? Well I didn't control myself and asked her for sex ( horny like I Ve never been before) she said that she will think Abt it ,2 weeka went by then she called me ,telling that she reserved a room in a hotel and we meet tonight ,we met,and bruuhh, sex is great , I mean, I had to find a pirstitue ,what I was waiting for to have such a feeling ????, I will never forget that night, I started kissing her she was kissing hard ,she misses sex so bad , she sucked my dick and swallowed my semen ,I felt I'm in a dream , then when fucked ,her ass was very big and the anus was open ,didn't struggle to get my hard cock inside it , she was obviously missing sex , she was shouting ,fuck me yh fuck me , I go fast after every word until I cum , we did that 3 times , then we went to her pussy , using condoms I fucked her so hard the moans were higher , everything was perfect ,in the end I asked her to lick her body , licked pussy ,ass, boobs,then she sucked my cock until we sleeped ,all I know that she was dirty ,well before even having sex with her I knew she is an open minded woman , and a woman that looks that she donesnt know anything , but she knows everything, but never expected having sex with her ,well she was horny and that helped...but no one of us regretted that sex ever..
We still have sex from time to time ,and I started having sex with sex workers , joining threesomes..etc
If u want pics of her text me.
P.S. There is a reason to write an answer after such a long time and that is one of my office people has switched on notification whenever I post an answer on Quora and when she enquired why am I not writing anymore, I felt that not all goes in vain, some stays!
For me ‘struggling’ will be a big word, I would like to state I am trying to cope with the current situation.
Secondly, my shift of offices. Now I am travelling 21 kms up & down, 5 days a week and I am dead tired the moment I reach home. Work-wise, I love coming to this new office as the workflow is quite different from what I have done (and there is so much to learn) but the travelling is quite a challenge. But if you ask me, I will never disclose or bleat saying that I get dead tired!
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